Meh

Don't talk to me about dieting. Don't talk to me about exercise. I don't know what bug bit me but I've been a total slack off. I'm not talking about "oh I'm only losing 1lb a week, I'm such a slack off". No, I'm talking about gaining weight and not feeling like doing shit about it. I keep saying that tomorrow I'll go work out but I just end up in the couch playing wii. And not even wii fit or wii sports. Nope. I got my ass in gear alright. Just in the wrong direction :(

Shopping Woes

I went to Macy's today to spend a gift card I got for my birthday and everything was so small and expensive. And I, I'm so big and broke. In the end I settled for some makeup cause, well...makeup doesnt come in sizes :)

I feel like I've been lazy. I've been lazy with my diet, with my writing, and this blog. Sure, I'm not gaining weight but I'm not really giving it my all. Also, I talk so much about being a writer and what not but I haven't exactly been doing a lot of writing lately. I've just been scraping by. But no longer! Things are gonna change!

Starting weight: 256 lbs
Current weight: 210 lbs
Weight loss this week: 3 lbs
Total weight loss: 46 lbs


“The greatest barrier to success is the fear of failure.” - Sven Goran Eriksson

a little update

Starting weight: 256 lbs
Current weight: 213 lbs
Weight loss this week: 4 lbs
Total weight loss: 43 lbs

 I've  officially lost over 40 pounds....wow. AND Im getting closer and closer to ONEDERLAND! wait, thats what you peeps call it, right?

wow....that is so freaking cute

Wow...I feel so ashamed. Im not even trying to write about dieting anymore :(

every girl needs a fat friend?

I recently read an article somewhere (can't remember where) that said that said a couple of interesting things:

• The author mentioned that any slim woman will look much beautiful when she is next to a fat friend.
• Therefore, when woman needs a confidence boost, she goes out with fat friend. One example will be celebrities themselves. Instead of hanging out with other celebrity friends are gorgeous, they always go out with other normal fat friends.
• Some women prefer to go shopping with fat friends. They feel better when they buy size 10 while their fat friends are struggling with a 16.
• Furthermore, clubbing together with fat friend will make sure the pretty girls have no competition in picking up guys. All the eyes will be on you and you can always have a peace of mind that someone is watching your drink and handbag.

I'm wondering...is this true? Is that what women think and feel about their overweight friends? Yeah, I hope not. 

slow and steady wins the race, right?

Well this is beyond slow and steady...but alas, I'm headed in the right direction

Starting weight: 256 lbs
Current weight: 217 lbs
Weight loss this week: 5 lbs
Total weight loss: 39 lbs

good news is I'm 1 lb heavier than when I went to Kenya a couple of years back! It's funny cause I didn't really care about my weight then.  So yays to losing weight and being more aware of my body!!